The Whole Truth

So Elizabeth found out that I helped everyone in finding Lydia, but no one knew why. the truth is I did it so that Elizabeth would love me even more. well she already is madly in love with me but still. in other news i visited the bennet's and despite Elizabeths love for me her father was very rude to me.

My Good News

Lydia is back, and she is unaware of the trouble she has caused. Her and wickham both! But on the brighter side, i hear Elizabeth is starting to have feelings for me again. Well she never really stopped. who can resist me?

My Discovery

I have found Lydia! The downside is Wickham wants money or he's not marrying Lydia (what a surprise...). i didn't tell anybody that i gave him the money. everybody will find out sooner or later though.

The Search Continues

Lydia is still missing and everyone is trying to find her. they have searched everywhere and she is nowhere to be seen! They are going to give up soon, i know it. i need to help. i need to try and find Lydia.

Lydia Wickham

Mrs Gardiner is sure that Wickham and Lydia will marry. Wickham would not want to ruin his reputation, but Lizzie told them Wickhams story. Everyone is going hysterical at the Bennet house. I do not know how much longer this will last, until i saw the letter from Lydia Wickham.

My Mistake

I should have told everybody about wickham! now that lydia has gone off with him i do not think there is time. Elizabeth thinks its her fault but i tried to assure her it was mine. We are heading to the bennet residence as soon as possible. i am sorry, but i must depart from my journal.

My Splendid Guests

Georgiana and I visited Elizabeth today, and i think she finds my sister delightful. Elizabeth's aunt invited me to dine with them and i kindfully accepted. There was a problem though. Miss Bingley angers me when she insults Elizabeth referencing wickham. i am just glad that Elizabeth did not mention what has happened between the three of us.