Lydia Wickham

Mrs Gardiner is sure that Wickham and Lydia will marry. Wickham would not want to ruin his reputation, but Lizzie told them Wickhams story. Everyone is going hysterical at the Bennet house. I do not know how much longer this will last, until i saw the letter from Lydia Wickham.

My Mistake

I should have told everybody about wickham! now that lydia has gone off with him i do not think there is time. Elizabeth thinks its her fault but i tried to assure her it was mine. We are heading to the bennet residence as soon as possible. i am sorry, but i must depart from my journal.

My Splendid Guests

Georgiana and I visited Elizabeth today, and i think she finds my sister delightful. Elizabeth's aunt invited me to dine with them and i kindfully accepted. There was a problem though. Miss Bingley angers me when she insults Elizabeth referencing wickham. i am just glad that Elizabeth did not mention what has happened between the three of us.

My Surprise Visit

even though she rejects my proposal, Elizabeth makes a surprise appearance. she assures me that she didn't expect me to be here, but I know she wants me. I asked her to meet my sister, georgiana, and she has kindfully agreed. i also believe the others enjoyed my presence. I should depart from my writing desk, for I have preparations to make for my guests.

My Hard Fall

The proposal was the worst proposal on earth (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1Uq5ZAscVg <- i do not know what kind of moving painting sorcery this is.). i do not know how it could have turned out so badly because i did everything perfectly! she just said no in the worst possible way, so it is all her fault that the proposal was so bad. i have no idea why she would reject me, Fitzwilliam Darcy, i am so wealthy and better than every man she has encountered, especially Wickham. he is currently the bane of my existence and in my way of wedding Elizabeth!

My Brilliant Idea

i am going to do it! i am going to propose to Elizabeth tomorrow. i hope the turns out how i expect it to, but there is no need because it will go as i expect it to. she is probably going to say yes before i even finish because look at me. i am super wealthy and handsome and any lady would want me, but i digress. i will propose to Elizabeth and she will say yes. it will most likely turn out like the greatest proposal on this earth.

My Euphoric Infatuation

Elizabeth is all i have been thinking about recently, and i hope she has done the same about me. i know she has because i am so rich and attractive that someone of her social class could not resist falling in love with me. i honestly cannot keep my eyes off of her because she is so beautiful. but on the flip side, i cannot believe lady Catherine would belittle her in front of me like she did after supper. she is obviously unaware of my feeling for her.

My Visit To Rosings

I am so exited because i cannot wait to visit my aunt in Rosings this week! actually that statement is a complete and utter lie and not like me at all. i truly wish to visit Elizabeth while i am in Rosings. i do not know what it is that makes her so invigorating, but if only she was of a higher social class. then my love for her would make much more sense.